So I haven't been doing such a great job writing in this blog. I feel that I should and I think about it daily. I just never get around to doing it. I feel more than ever that I should be doing this because I need to know that my words can be read and seen by another person. Why? I guess because I don't talk about my feelings to other people. Part of me doesn't want to be a burden and the other part of me doesn't want to let people in. Now is my chance to change this thought pattern.
I was watching the Season Finale of Teen Mom 2. While some of the girls do questionable things, I feel that each one is a great mom. The way their faces light up with their children is inspiring. I feel that while their children were born to them at a young age, they have their purpose right in front of them. Its that motivation.
I think I have lost sight of my purpose in life. My big purpose. I can't say that I want a child, I'm far to selfish at this point. My job isn't what I want it to be. I want to be helping others and being compensated at a good rate, a rate where I can pay off my bills. I need a reminder of what my purpose is.
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