So my favorite television show is Fringe. Tonights episode had to do with love.
I have mixed feelings about love. I have love from friends and family. I know I'm cared for. However I am going to talk about relationship love. I don't have a boyfriend. I haven't had one in a while yet I have been going out on dates. However I am starting to feel that love is an illusion and cannot be found. Why believe in something so fickle and hard to find? Why should it be so hard to find your match? Do you think I prefer being alone? No. I pray and I try but nothing yet. I start talking to guys and they seem nice but my heart reaches a point where I feel I would be happier being numb and not thinking of love. I shouldn't be numb but its sooooo much easier. What should I do?
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